Love binds strongly. A web of neural connections has rooted the creator’s consciousness within the system of forms.
For a long time I did not perceive myself as a body, but only as a divine spirit of love, detached from the world of vanity. The pain and passions of mortals meant nothing to me. I was above it all. But like Lucifer, who drew too close to the light, I fell, painfully striking the earth — the coarse reality of matter. Slipping unnoticed into depression, tormented within the body as in a prison of the soul, I buried the bright dreams of a colorful, beautiful world ruled by wisdom and love.
Descending to the depths of the black night, dancing like a she-wolf a fierce and aggressive dance, I released bile and fears, rooting myself in the earth like a thistle swaying in the steppe wind…
And imperceptibly, I began to notice the beauty of the Universe in form. To see in celestial bodies the power of magnetism and to understand their influence on mortals. Saturn, my wise and strict teacher, you taught me to see the system, to realize the interconnections of bodies drawn toward one another by love. Without this force of magnetism, the chaos of darkness would destroy form.